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Resetting the Nervous System
Most modern bodies run in chronic fight-or-flight. The polyvagal map, HRV as the measurable test, and reset protocols from thirty seconds to three days.
The Body Knows Before the Mind Does
The body sends signals to consciousness before consciousness forms. The mind catches up. The neuroscience and the contemplative case for somatic knowing.
Decoherence Without the Mysticism
An unromantic guide to why quantum effects don't survive at human scales, and why that's the most interesting fact in physics, not the least.
Jim Simons and the Math of the Present State
Renaissance Technologies and the manifestation literature run the same mathematical object on different inputs. Change the hidden state, the emissions follow.
The Small Portfolio Manifesto
Diversification is the posture of absent conviction. The small concentrated portfolio is what belief looks like with nowhere to hide. The math of the pig.